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@CWE @Mazer

I’ve done a quick ISO on the former and looking back, yes there is early CWE town fire on the MTR couple. That is early town CWE fire so yes can definitely see where that is coming from. Now maybe this is me asking CWE for more words even though he is not a wordy guy and maybe less is more from him but there was a biiiig gap in the middle (I am taking into account the site breakdown). I made a toad tequila joke and saw CWE lurking at the time but nothing. Then he comes off MTR and goes to Xanjori. There’s a Sherlock Holmes bit in there somewhere. Now I’m null on Xan as admit don’t know his style as well as others but I probably would’ve appreciated at least a few more words explaining why. Now the later part with me probing CWE and then coming at me is more of the true CWE and I’ve played with him for years. I’m number 2 on the guy’s scum list and maybe him and Mazer are equally frustrated but I know Mazer is more a “let’s wait and see” whereas CWE is more impulsive.

I think the big gap in the middle, lack of words and CWE going for MTR right away kinda felt off but if one or both Mazer are town and frustrated with me then yeah it happens.

Sometimes I can be tricky, I’ve done bad things but even if I’m wrong, they should at least both get an idea this is the town me not the scum me. I know the “filthy” rep I’ve taken it in good stride and even with the lovely server @Nightingale built (thank you xx) over the years but being completely honest, the running joke does get a little annoying. It feels like every game since JP needled me like in Mortal Kombat and for many games afterwards (and Jarrod though not here right now STILL won’t Letterkenny go) when I’ve first joined I’ve had to work extra hard to prove I’m town. Randolph is at least more justified because I have legit screwed him but honestly more coincidence where I had to kill him.

Been driven to self-vote in one of the Videoland, modkilled in X-Men because “Oh no he’s filthyyyy”. Maybe I bring it on myself but feels like I’ve been battling a stigma where info or otherwise proves me innocent whereas some (even persona non grata) Peter does fuck all and STILL seen as town whereas I have to do bloody everything! Even Mazer sometimes can’t see it and has to scrutinise me more whereas he can get a town vibe off others right away.

Not asking for special treatment but you know the “filthy” rep does legit get to me.

Anyway been building for a bit and sorry it had to come at the expense of this game but yeah regardless of what you think of my alignment of this game, I just had to let it out.

#movingon#movingon